::[[My Journal]]::

Welcome to my journal. This is where I can express my feelings, and unload every day stress. Feel free to read to learn more about me and my life.

8/24/08
10:38 AM

I haven't written in a while because I've only been back from sleep away camp for a week. I got asked to the dance by two guys, I went with one of them, but danced with both lol. I don't feel like typing right now so I wont bother, my camp stories I guess will come later on.

7/12/08
5:05 PM
Today was like any normal Saturday. I went to my riding lesson and rode a different hose because Clam was in another lesson that was running late. I rode Sonny. It was a fun lesson, like normal. Sonny is hard to get going though, he is still learning, and the barn has only had him for a week. 2 days ago I fell in the pool and scratched my foot up really bad in 3 places. Today is my mom's birthday, we didn't do much though.. Tomorrow is my dog Candy's birthday, and next Sunday is my dog Mousey's birthday. I was going to get the new iPhone yesterday and give my old iPhone to my dad, but Apple was false advertising. They said it was half as much as it actually is. I'm going to save up half, and my dad's paying for half to get it. I'm bored, and getting closer and closer to depression these days. I've been going through too many things in my life lately that I wouldn't post here. I start horse camp after next week, then 2 weeks later I start Sleep Away Camp. Me and Claire have started running club a few weeks ago, we go every Tuesday, and on Mondays we run races. I'm slowly counting down the days until camp, trying to relax and have a peaceful summer, but I'm starting to like the school year better because I'm never home and I don't have to deal with all the stress at home. If it weren't for camp, I would hate the summer...
Love me, or hate me. ~Melissa..<33

6/30/08
10:07 PM

The new barn I'm going to is awesome. I'm the only one who can control the horse Clamity. He's very pretty and sweet. I'm going to camp there July 21st -- August 1st. I'm also going to sleep away camp August 3rd -- 16th. Claire's coming over tomorrow, just to hang out. School ended last Weds and the summer has been pretty boring so far, I just can't wait till camp! My dad might buy me the pink iPhone and take my old black iPhone cause he broke his phone. Not much to say..

6/14/08
9:00 AM

My pool has been open for a while, I'm soo glad to be swimming again. I'm switching barns where I ride to a barn that two of my friends go to. The people there are really nice and I like my new trainer so much better. I will still be going on trail rides at my old barn. Tomorrow on my trail ride I'm going to tell my old trainer that I'm switching. I feel bad though, but then again, maybe she should have been nicer. I rode at the new barn last week and I'm going again in 2 hours. Then later Claire might come over to go swimming and play field hockey at the park.

5/25/08

I'm still sore, but today we spent most of the day cleaning up the back yard and opening the pool. Right now the pool is draining and were going to turn it into a water slide with Claire tomorrow while we refill it. I can't wait. Were also going to buy some new floats and stuff for it too. Today was a mess in a group that I am an officer in (I wont mention the name). It's mostly calm now, I deleted all the threads && posts having to do with it and all the officers are trying to settle this.

5/24/08

Today I had a riding lesson and it was ah-mazing! I finally can post without stirrups and I'm so proud of myself. However I fell off...twice. The first time I don't remember falling but all I remember is being on the ground on my back in front of the horse in a lot of pain. Thank god the horse stopped, he could have walked all over me. My trainer rushed me back on while I was still in pain though. The second time I slid off and luckily grabbed the front of the saddle with my hand and my foot got stuck on the cantle (the back of the saddle). If I hadn't grabbed the front with my hand I probably would have hit my head since my foot was stuck. Other than that I had an awesome lesson since we detected my problem and I fixed it. I'm still sore but I'm fine.

5/22/08

Today me and Claire went to the movies to see Indiana Jones. We saw a lot of people we knew there including some of our field hockey friends. The only reason I even wanted to see Indiana Jones is because Shia Labeouf is in it. He is gorgeous!! He reminds me so much of a certain someone. The movie was awesome, and Ive been a little obsessed recently over him. <33

<5/17/08

I went back to school after being sick for 6 school days on Monday. The week was pretty fun, especially Friday. Today I had a riding lesson gone terrible! Since all of the other horses are resting for the show tomorrow I was put on a pony! Then since Im not used to riding how my trainer wanted me to ride her she moved me to an even SMALLER pony!! It was terrible. I almost fell off, and when I was in two point I was practically on the ground because she is soo tiny!! Tomorrow though I am going to watch the show and my trainer wants me to hang out with her during the show. She thinks I should be in the next show but Im soo not ready for that. I cant wait until I am ready though! My dogs, Mousey and Candy still arent used to my new hamster. Candy pushes her ball around and she slams into stuff! Poor hamster!!


5/11/08

This weekend was awesome. Yesterday I went on my first ever trail ride with one of my closest friends and my horseback riding trainer. I got to canter for the first time! It was ah-mazing!! The only bad part is that it was supposed to be an hour long and it was only a half hour. After our awesome trail ride we went back home and hung out until later when we went out to dinner. Today is my birthday and I got a new hamster named Sabella. She is sooo cute! Though she makes a lot of noise at night which keeps me up.